Chris’s Domain

I’m tired and this blog is beginning to sound as depressed as me. Let’s list down the things I have to do this week.
1. Practice for Maths Computing Test
2. Complete computing pre-lab
3. Start studying calculus (test next week)
4. Study Discrete Maths (test next week)
5. BDM homework (reading up on SQL again)
6. Code Rush Hour project interface and start searching algorithm analysis.

I’m suffering right now because uni is sooo challenging. I struggle to keep up with my work and spend hours understanding lecture material. It is very stressful and my world is still falling apart. Having no prior programming experience and knowing very little about computers, Computing subjects such as 1711 and Discrete Maths proved to be real killers. I lack the intelligence required to do well in these subjects and I’m trying hard to build it up (provided, of course, that intelligence is not merely an innate gift, but something that could be developed upon). All my life I have always wanted to have a good mind with above average intelligence (read : bright). I still do, hence my respect for the true geniuses of our times.

There’s some questions that can’t be done. For everything else, there’s a solution.
Losing my sense of self.